Sunday, May 02, 2004
'Gravitation Cannot be Held Responsible For People Falling in Love.' -Albert Einstein
Tomorrow mom travels. She has a course to give on business management. I was gonna stay at grandma's, but since it's not that far, and we've got tons of stuff to get done before she fly's to the U.S. she'll just come and go every night, pick me up at college, and we'll sleep at our house. Attention: Adult life coming up soon.
I had a good time at church today. We had this group of people come down from the U.S. called 'Young Ambassadors' and they did a few musical presentations. It was awesome. I seriously fall for anyone who can sing well. In that case, I fell for almost every guy in front of me today! Nahh...
#13: 'Tendency to be always busy with some problem related to oneself or others. They're those people who keep on charging themselves for wrong things done, or about problems from friends or others.'
I'm not such a negative person, but sometimes I notice how I require a little too much from myself. Because of that attitude things remain undone or take forever to get done... I'm in a constant cycle of not accomplishing things because I'm too harsh on myself. I won't like what I have started; therefore finishing it is a hassle. - Also, when being criticized I tend to be overly critical about it as well. The way I usually act is, I'll thank them for the advice and crap, but inside I'll be beating up myself. - Oh and at least once a week (not) I have to hear a sermon on how I defeat my own self when I don't try harder and yadda yadda.
These past couple of days I've been emotionally unstable, not too much, but enough to bother me. Today was my worst day. I think it all started because of a little talk that I had with a friend... I was sharing a few things, and among them a topic that has been left 'untouched' for quite a while now. Little did I know that it should've still been left untouched! Perhaps not, getting things solved or bringing them to a closure might in fact be the best thing to do, but it's definitely not the easiest thing to do. With that, I'm assuming I still haven't dealt with my feelings towards a certain someone, and so from the moment I opened my mouth to talk about it... back to ground zero.
Music And Fashion Were Always The Passion at The Copa, Copacabana.
I wanna go to the U.S. (dang this is the 3rd time I say U.S. -Oops! 4, in this entry). I wanna go to college there. Let me tell ya, as soon as I'm 21 I'm hitting it.
All of my friends from church are leaving. Not that I talk to them that much, but still, they're cared for.
I went to the mall with mom today. We did some shopping... she got herself new shoes & new underwear (ahh!), and a few other things to take with her on her trip. I didn't get anything, or no, I got food, junk food, lots of it.
I watched bits & pieces of 'The Lion King'. Love it.
I've got a zit in a very inconvenient place.
Today I was talking to mom about how they should invent a device where you put the clippers on your head, connect the wires to the computer, and everything that you come to think of is automatically transferred in words on your screen. It would obviously cause us to have zero privacy... but it would help me so much. I often think of things to write when driving, doing the dishes, sweeping the floor and stuff, and when that happens I can't register it at that moment. When it gets done it's not half as good as it was when it was in my mind. -I think it's so possible... look, when we think our brain transmits electrical pulses, right? Well, attach some wires to that with a sensor to capture those pulses, switch the gained data to binary code, and voila! You've got your thoughts on screen! How come nobody thought about this yet?!
