Monday, April 12, 2004
Peace Is Happiness Digesting. -Victor Hugo
I love that quote! In my opinion it describes me very well (despite the fact that it's not describing a certain something or someone!). Yesterday I went to church, it was ok, truthfully I wasn't in a 'churchy' mood so it felt like it was pretty much a waste of my time. Now, my subconscious tells me it was quality time and this and that, but, yeah whatever...
Mom is quite concerned with our financial situation at this point, and she's got every reason to be worried. We're talking, having a nice conversation like we do every day...she's telling me her plans in trying to solve some problems and some concerns that she's got...I'm just listening, not giving her much feedback I admit it...all of the sudden she starts complaining about my attitude and how I don't care about stuff and this and that and how I'm too calm and yadda yadda yadda. GRRRR! What's wrong with people? Also, what's wrong with being calm? Dang why do people expect you to stress over things? I don't get it...I told her, I worry about stuff (financial situation and crap), but I'm not gonna cry over it...this is how I see it: you have a problem you analyze it, then you face it and see what ya gotta do...not too hard! In fact, much better and faster than having to go through the 'emotional' part of it. All right, sounds too cold putting it in words like that, and besides, I know that some problems are just impossible to deal with like that. Actually, that's not even how I see it! Except for I can't word it so...hmmm we're sticking to that explanation!
Bottom line is: this has been a recurring 'topic' in my life in less than a week! Sheeeesh what's up with that?!!
I love that quote! In my opinion it describes me very well (despite the fact that it's not describing a certain something or someone!). Yesterday I went to church, it was ok, truthfully I wasn't in a 'churchy' mood so it felt like it was pretty much a waste of my time. Now, my subconscious tells me it was quality time and this and that, but, yeah whatever...
Mom is quite concerned with our financial situation at this point, and she's got every reason to be worried. We're talking, having a nice conversation like we do every day...she's telling me her plans in trying to solve some problems and some concerns that she's got...I'm just listening, not giving her much feedback I admit it...all of the sudden she starts complaining about my attitude and how I don't care about stuff and this and that and how I'm too calm and yadda yadda yadda. GRRRR! What's wrong with people? Also, what's wrong with being calm? Dang why do people expect you to stress over things? I don't get it...I told her, I worry about stuff (financial situation and crap), but I'm not gonna cry over it...this is how I see it: you have a problem you analyze it, then you face it and see what ya gotta do...not too hard! In fact, much better and faster than having to go through the 'emotional' part of it. All right, sounds too cold putting it in words like that, and besides, I know that some problems are just impossible to deal with like that. Actually, that's not even how I see it! Except for I can't word it so...hmmm we're sticking to that explanation!
Bottom line is: this has been a recurring 'topic' in my life in less than a week! Sheeeesh what's up with that?!!
