Sunday, April 11, 2004
New Blog! I got tired of that last one, decided to get myself a new one. It's also valid to mention that as weird as it might sound that blog didn't do me much good. For the past 6 months I've been on a downer and I can finally say that I'm recovering from it. Not 100% 'cured' but satisfactory enough...taking that in consideration I'd like to start from scratch. That blog also came in a time of strong feelings, hard to get over feelings...not yet forgotten feelings, not that I ever want to forget those feelings, but instead, 'store 'em in this little box back in my heart and only pull 'em out when I say so (As opposed to what usually happens!)'.
It's kinda hard to leave my old blog, but oh well. What's the toughest to face/do in my opinion, is stop reading the blogs that I fervently read everyday. I decided that for the same reason I chose to have a new blog I'd stop reading my day-to-day read blogs...not sure if that'll work tho, I've been working on it, I'll tell ya that.
It's interesting how some things slash feelings are just so hard for me to share slash write even to unknown cyber people. There's so much in me right now that I'd like to spill out together with the few things written up there, but that I just can't...there's always this little voice in the back of my head that even if I'm writing to an existing nonexistent reality (internet), I should keep a foot in my mouth. Go figure!
It's kinda hard to leave my old blog, but oh well. What's the toughest to face/do in my opinion, is stop reading the blogs that I fervently read everyday. I decided that for the same reason I chose to have a new blog I'd stop reading my day-to-day read blogs...not sure if that'll work tho, I've been working on it, I'll tell ya that.
It's interesting how some things slash feelings are just so hard for me to share slash write even to unknown cyber people. There's so much in me right now that I'd like to spill out together with the few things written up there, but that I just can't...there's always this little voice in the back of my head that even if I'm writing to an existing nonexistent reality (internet), I should keep a foot in my mouth. Go figure!
